Cut for body issues.

It really fucking sucks when someone you otherwise admire brings up her giant weight loss AGAIN, with before and after pictures, not seeming to realize that her “science” and B/A picspam is exactly the same as every other dieter.

Still hurts. I mean, I’m autistic. There’s only so much “healthy” food that I can eat, as in literally swallow – my texture and taste issues make it so I’d probably throw up if I tried to eat cooked broccoli or something. And I know I’m not “fat” in the “fast glance tells you so” sense, but I’m closer to 200 pounds than 100 and I am so, so cripplingly insecure about my size. I wear a 12 and I’m petrified of 14.